Sunday, February 20, 2011
One Step
Monday, August 30, 2010
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Chaos..
We feel that being prim and proper is the key to success, being systematic makes life easy and being straightforward makes things simple..
But surprisingly chaos is most systematic!! It is most flexible, no rules,no regulations, no sets, no targets ..Bass space focused only on self and not on things!! Chaos is key to creativity, it opens floodgates to imagination and adds character to persona.
Chaos is well defined and helps to gain inspirations from varied sources. Chaos is fun,it fills empty spaces, and adds spunk!
We all need doses of Mess and Chaos to add color to our lives, since spilling color on paper makes more interesting and colorful paintings than regular point to point additions by the brush...
Chaos Rules!
Friday, April 9, 2010
84 things NOT to do in Bombay!!!
1. Get into a Virar train if you are going to Borivali
2. Avoid Taxis outside Dadar & Kurla stations all are chors.
3. Eat Bhel at Kailash Parbat
4. Call a cop Pandu
5. Argue with a Koli Fisherwoman
6. Get a 11 Rupee massage at Girgaum Chowpatty
7. Call a BEST bus driver Bablia
8. Buy enhancement medicines from Van - Traveling Hakims who are the desi versions of the flying doctors
9. Look smart while visiting Chor Bazaar
10. Ask the
11. Stand in front of Amitabh/shahrukh/salmaans house u look stupid and its waste of time
12. Baba Bengalis are neither Babas nor Bengalis they are all perverts and thugs
13. Visit sleazy Video Parlours and get caught in a raid
14. Get excited and start jumping when someone offers you Paanch ka Dollar, its just a tiny 5 Rupee coin
15. Go for a Shiv Sena rally in hope for a Free Vada Pav and Shiv Sena Banian
16. Stare at Koli Women in Gorai and Make fun of Kolis in their Kasti
17. While commuting dont tease people shitting near the tracks, they throw stones back at the train
18. Hang outside the train, Poles might hit you before the crowds will.
19. Tease a Hijra (EUNACH).
20. Bribe a Porter to grab a seat in V.T, chances are he might run off with your money and even beat you.
21. Get conned at Fountain from Guys selling cheap Mobiles, they mesmerize and wrap soap bars.
22. Avoid pimps behinds Mondegar & Pasta Lanes.
23. Donate money to the Crying Cab driver, he has conned thousands.
24. Invite Brass Polishwalas into your house
25. Sit for more than 20 mins extra at an Irani CafĂ´Uthe Bawa owner might shout some sister abuses.
26. Drink Neera at 5 pm at Dadar Station
27. Have lassi outside Dadar Station (west), they add Tissue Paper while preparing it
28. Throw stones at monkeys in
29. Loiter around in
30. Ask for a bargain at the Maharastrian Cloth store in Dadar.
31. Call up 26407383 Beanbags thinking its an escort service..
32. Call a Maharastrian guy Bhaiya, no matter how respectful you mean..
33. Go to Mondegar and ask for a Jain Pav Bhaji
34. Look straight and walk, We have open Manholes, flicked by Druggies.
35. Wear Brown Khakis shirts, People will mistake you for BMC staff.
36. Ask for Warranty & Guarantee from the Mallu Electronic stalls in Fountain area.
37. Search for the Kala Ghoda in Kala Ghoda.
38. Ask why statues in
39. Apply Rai ka Tel on your head and travel by public transport.
40. Go to Chor Bazaar in your Car or Bike.
41. Wear nice footwear to SiddiVinayak or
43. Go to work when a Shiv Sena bandh is on.
44. Dial 100 for fun, Cops will put your entire family behind bars and use bars.
45. Buy water & tea for Chai-Pani, Old Monk should work.
46. Fall asleep on the Harbour Line, Thieves will strip you of everything.
47. Eat Missal / Ussal Pav before going to work.
48. Board a fast train in Dadar to go to Bandra. Opposite platforms and a very horrible crowd.
49. Go for midnight mass thinking you can patao chicks
50. give money to bhikari (he is the same guy who is @siddhivinayak on Tuesday, @mahim church wed, @mahim dargah on Thursday, and @hajiali on Friday, @mount mary on Sunday)
51. Go to an Orchestra Bar, its nothing but the local banjo party guys in better clothes
52. Talk to a Gujju for more than 10 mins, he will start playing garba with you
53. Go to Versova beach, its full of shit and methi plants
54. Join any friendship club, its like inviting blackmailers.
55. Go to Bhagwathi hospital in Borivali
56. Pronounce
57. Ask where is the Chinch in Chinchpokli or Chincholi
58. Trouble naughty couples in the A/c Buses.
59. Go for morning show in sidey theatre expecting sleazy action, you might encounter khudkushi/wank-athons action around you.
60. Travel from Andheri to Ghatkopar by Bus, the bus is full of pickpockets.
61. Travel ticketless on Friday, If you are caught Anadi court is a big torture.
62. Wear a Red tie or red handkerchief and stand near Gateway or Radio Club, its a gigolo symbol
63. Give 100 bucks to a conductor and expect him to give you change, he will sadistically torment you till the last stop.
64. Buy cheap booze in Churchgate Subway and get caught by cops for not having permits
65. Buy Crackers from Essabhai, Crawford Market and travel in train
66. Go to National park with your GF/Wife and take the jungle route Robbers & Adivasis might loot you.
67. Ask for free Chakna in bars, its history since Aug 2, 2008
68. Go to Voodoos on Saturday, its the only Gay bar between
69. Go to Navy Nagar and think you can buy booze for cheap.
70. Try to play all the instruments at Furtados in Dhobi Talao
71. Stand close to the platform when the Rajdhani is passing, a sonic and nuclear blast of fart, shit and farsan will hit you.
72. Ask for extra chutney and sambhar in Udupi hotels.
73. Visit Ganga Jamuna in Tardeo thinking its a holy place.
74. Assume that booksellers in Fountains are dumbos, they know their Pulitzers and Bookers more than us.
75. Take the driving test, paying 300 bucks makes more sense.
76. Do a court marriage in Bandra court.
77. Count the numbers of floors of Oberoi towers just because Amitabh did.
78. Bet against
79. Get scared and not gamble in the McDowell Derby at Mahalaksmi Race Course.
80. Note down prices or take Photos at Alfa in Irla
81. Buy 100 bucks Windcheaters from Churchgate, they are all the ones recycled by the Bhandiwalis
82. Search for Tigers in
83. Search the roads & gutters of Chira Bazaar & Opera House hoping to find diamonds just because the newspapers claim so.
84. All the things mentioned above are NOT to be DONE in
disclaimer: had got this from a friend via email... anyone who's lived in Mumbai would definitely know this...
Monday, April 5, 2010
Sunday, February 15, 2009
CLARIFICATIONS:: U DIDNT OWE ANY ONE A JUSTIFICATION!!!
I still find it hard to believe that after going thru all the pain n anguish, you gave a CLARIFICATION...
as far as i think u didnt owe any one a justification in the first place... Just coz ur relationship hit the rocks... it was ur personal affair man... N every man deserves his personal space...
So many men have penned down gr8 literature, raise structures , done deeds as a tribute to their that special someone...
But in your case just coz things didnt work out right n things had to come to such a heart wrenching n love-crushing halt...
It was your literary genius (i was rather taken aback wen u actually wrote it... never that u cld though) n as u said the inspiration which led to u to pen down that master piece...
but still man... whether sent to rehab or not... u didnt owe any one a rats ass explanation or justification as to why u shld not take off the dedication...
At that point in time she deserved it... and some where deep down in ur heart even you know it that she still deserve's it... (known u for quite a long while now to read that thru ur mind)...
but still dude... "Chote... yeh ladki hai na... "... get ur sense straight n understand who's gotta be taken seriously n ...
ur smart enuf to get the underlined meaning...
But in the end its ur call!!!
However I'd still say brother...
U DIDN'T OW ANY ONE A F'CKING JUSTIFICATION!!!
N.B. : a reply to the CLARIFICATIONS given...
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
A WEDNESDAY IN MUMBAI "MERI JAAN"
This face paced action flick may have brought to light the attacks on Amchi Mumbai...
But is this the right and only way to get back to these savage beasts who tear apart lives of innocent, rip apart homes. We start to wonder when this onsaulght will stop... Each passing day the wife/mother/sister is not sure whether her hubby/child/brother will come back home alive...
today we walk our roads with the sword of death looming over our heads, who knows who's number its next...
but what was portrayed in A Wednesday ... was it the only way to fight back, to attain justice...
the question is how long will Mumbai just keep mum on these salvaging attacks...
Mumbai Meri Jaan the slow flick was the one which highlighted something which has been the best ever answer to the question of how to fight back --the never dying n never ending spirit of MUMBAI...
be the riots, the Blasts, the 26th july floods after a couple of days of chaos everything is back to square one just as it was before...
MUMBAI ~~~ the people of mumbai the bade dilwale ~~~ have some how mastered to walk back out of such situations. Those who lost their near n dear ones, only they can understand the pain of such situations but still they muster the courage to get up and walk up front ...
I'd say the biggest slap in the FACE of the perpetrators is the people of Mumbai getting up and walking back as though everything was normal...
The unbreakable-never dying-never ending-Mumbaiya spirit is the best answer given!
YEH HAI MUMBAI MERI JAAN ... YEH HAI MUMBAI MERI JAAN...
Saturday, September 6, 2008
ROCK ON !!! was it a DCH part 2???
Farhan: One helluva performance... Probably the second actor after Himesh Reshamiya who sang n acted his debut film ... but Farhan's performance as an actor n singer --- par excellance...
Arjun : His Journey from Moksha to ROCK ON has been inspiring... with so many flops in his bag n his stone faced expressions (expressionless in most of his performances) ROCK ON i would say was a resounding his best after Aankhein where he played one of the 3 blind puppets stringed by the Big B...
Luke : has strived hard to catch up with the performance of the rest of the crew and has managed to some extent...
Purab : Killer Drummer -- he was the life line of MAGIK ... his jokes , silly comments n spritley attitude add the jazz and the punch to the movie...
the ladies were in their own class... Prachi : embarking on her journey in Bolly wood with a cute n sweet performance...
Sahana Goswami : Blunt , ruthless, bold perfectly essayed the role of a Pawwali chick..
Koel Purie : charmin n dashing and gorgeous as always....
the star cast n story line pretty analogous to DCH
group of frnds -- getting entangled in a fight which leads to each of them walkin their way...
purab bein saif, arjun bein akshay , farhan --- aamir...
but wait...
Both these Movies though on similar lines... have definitely many different things to offer...
Rock On!!! was like a bench mark for the youth that its neva too late to chase your dreams...
you may be 35+ but still its your mind that holds you from doing things you always wanted...
Rightfully Answered by Koel Purie , "yeh peecha tab chodenge jab tum bhagna band kar doge..."
many a times we run away turn down/suppress our thought/ feelings/ desires and the reason log kya sochenge...
if you know you have the potential in you and you can do it Rise up n live your life to the fullest...
Iss Zindagi mein jo chaha woh na kiya toh kya kiya; har pal ko jeele agar to dil bhar diya...
Rock On!~!! keep Rockin ON!!!
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Magik dat will neva die.........
now wat to say abt this movie!!!! welllllll i would say itz toooooo gooooood!!!!
first half could hv been more fast but itz k since i njoyed it....farhan akhtar gt a gud debut as a singer ,n actor;luke kenny seemed to be a bit stiff wid his acting ,purab kohli was havng a gala time playing KD, but arjun rampa stealed the show yaar,i always liked his persona since his modeling days but he gt me floored in this movie(now i can say i m mad fr him n hrithik) specially during climax wen he comes on stage wid hair left open ,n flaunting attitude wid his guitar,i just went mannnnnnnnnnnn hez awesum!!!!! i luved his acting which had some loopholes but overall show was too good...
prachi had gt the same bahu roles but here shez shown sophisticated ,n she didnt get into melodrama yaar, she acted wid finesse but her character could hv been more strong,koel purie as always darn good ,shibani goswami was as blunt as required...........
i luved the plot which has music n camaraderie had as backbones n it touched various relations here n thre......it wasnt xactly a rock movie but m sure non rockers would now know sumthing abt rock culture nt thru move but as itz after effects(net, peers)
i specially luved the scene wen they reunite in the old rehearsal place , thnks to the fact that melodrama n tears n alll were ommitted......n also the scene wen debbie meets adi to ask him to let go joe......sincerely done film
goood music
n awesum performances..
rock on guys!!!!!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
The whole thing is that ke bhai sabse bada RUPEEYA!!!
The higher the denomination of the green leaves(hari pattiyan...) the faster the normal procedure begins to move...
Last week it so happened that my team mate wanted to get his new born son's birth certificate from the Municipal corporation... After a couple of trips the office clerk asked him to drop in on the following Monday...
To make things easier for us Monday was a holiday (UK holidays are really weird... but sure they come at the right time)... So him n I decided to pay the clerk a visit on Monday to get the Birth Certificate.
As soon as we reached the office (seemed like its still the same British built building just re-painted over the years with the wiring work having re done... ) we marched straight into the Birth and Death Registration section.
There just at the entrance sat the Clerk ... surrounded by people mostly who had come in to register someone's death... i guess we were the only ones to get a birth registered...
Since my team mate couldn't converse in the native language I had to the talking... So after the normal greetings and the salutations (and calling the clerk the Saheb...) things didn't seem to move on at all... Some issue with the date or some problem seemed to have come up while finding the record sent by the hospital...
After all the normal cajoling and the attempts to generate the sympathy of the Clerk Saheb, my team mate who was now frustrated said to me, 'Boss lets get down to business, we haven't got all day to waste here".
After an agonizing wait of 20 minutes the Clerk Saheb walked out of his chamber (a desk and a chair) and was walking past the hall to the computer rooms, i walked straigth upto him and whispered in his ears, "Saheb kuch le de ke nahi ho sakta kya???"
These words were like asking a famished beggar if he wanted to have food... As soon as he resumed his work on his desk people gather round him were detoured and directed to different rooms and other officials to get their documents checked. This was just an attempt to clear the coast. No one being around we just walked straight to him, I had my hand in my jeans pocket and the Clerk Saheb's innocently greedy face gestured it was time to empty the pockets...
Some how I managed to hand him the green leaves my team mate had handed me (before we kicked off on the busniess tour...)
3 Hundred bucks in his pocket and bang in the next 2 minutes we were on the counter with a girl entring the data of the new born kid... and immediately after that we got the receipt for the payment of the birth certificate copies.
Amazing how the currency gets stagnant things moving.
Having got the payment receipt we walked back to the Clerk Saheb who immediately got off his throne and guided us to the printing department...
Call it bad luck or the IRONY of FATE... the printer was out of ink. I still wonder why do these govt office computer people say that the dot matrix printer is out of ink...
Well now these were troubling times for the Clerk Saheb, payment toh ho gaya ... par kaam nahi hua...
Clerk Saheb resumed his position on the throne... the incompetence reflected in his facial expressions...
Still overcoming the feeling of being Vanquished by FATE... He made a smart move...
He asked us to visit the New Regional Office at the part of town and meet some Female clerk there and give his reference and our work would be done...
Frustrated we drove back to the regional office's new head quarters and after an agonizing wait in the queue we were directed to an empty counter to get the print-outs...
lucky here the ink (here they had an ink-jet/laser one i guees) hadn't ran shot yet the girl (who seemed to be pretty much in her late teens) asked us to get the signature of some other official at the new Office.
When we reached the cabin of this so called important official for his Million Dollar Autograph we were motioned to wait... Lo ... he was in a meeting so the wait grew much longer...
finally after waiting for him (the last wait for the day... Thank the Lord...) the Mr Important was done with his meeting... I walked right across the room with the print-outs and asked him for hsi signatures...
So enraged were we , (my team mate n I that we would've slapped someone if we were asked to run around once more) when we saw the signature of Mr Important... It was just a scribble...
even I could've done it...'
Finally having done that and having returned the receipt to the teenaged girl in the new office we were on our way back home...
As we drove by the old building (where we had wasted 2 and a half hours earlier that morning) my team mate said...
"Dekha... Yeh Paisa Bolta hai!!!"... while I hummed the famous song picturized on the yester-year's Comedian Mehmood Ji,
"Na biwi naa bachcha, naa Baap bada Naa maiyaa!!!
The whole thing is that ek bhaiyaa...
Sabse bada rupiyyya!!!!"
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Up Against Myself...
gone r the days wen u r adviced that the whole world is ur enemy , u need to hv courage n valour n guts to face the world..... u must be confident n caring to make a place fr urself in this big bad world....
gone r these days
u will agree too if u listen to me
if u just listen,...
the world is nt ur enemy ,
the world doesnt create problems fr u in ur way to success,
the world doesnt spoil ur fun,
the world doesnt hv time yaar to do so
itz u n only urself that does so,itz u , urself whom u hv to face, itz u ,urself who creates problems, itz u , urself that u hv to fight....
u r nt a being but a mutual understanding of various facets,xpressions, feelings,wierd na!!!
but sadly itz true
u dont hv to fight the world ,u hv to struggle against urself,threz no one better than u in this world other than u , the only person who thinks bad abt u in this world is again u,the only person u hv to handle in this world is again u...
itz difficult to face the world but the most difficult is to face urself,itz difficult to lie the world but the worst is to ie to ur self.....itz difficult to prove urself to the world but impoossible to prove to urself.....
then y do we waste our time behind the world wen we actually hv to stand against self,
y do we fool the world wen we actually just hv to make ourselves undertand?
y do we try n love the world wen we actually just hv to maintain balance within our facets?
y?
itz time u understand,u may u may nt,it depends on u n nt the world,
itz time to be
UP AGAINST MYSELF....
Thursday, July 17, 2008
3 BIKES 6 GUYS AND PARADISE
The Contemplation-->
1400 hrs I.S.T.
Sometimes I wonder why am I afraid to venture out, to free myself from all that holds me.Finally instead of contemplating I just decided to have a look at the wilder side of things...Apparently my room-mates had planned to ride down to Mulshi(River in pune India, also has a dam-reservoir-lake and beautiful waterfalls) after lunch of which I was unaware! Just as we were to leave the house, Shubranshu walked in as usual all decked up in a bikers attire. "Tu aa raha hai kya???" he asked me as he lit his cigarette, just out of impulse I buzzed in "Kidhar???",
Somu lighthing his cigarette using Shubranshu's chirped in "Mulshi, Tu aa raha hai toh chal ek seat khaali hai".
I was in no mood for a long drive however the thought of just lying around in the flat wasn't overwhelming either... " Lets give it a try n check it out!!!" So I just nodded and off we were to TOP IN TOWN for lunch.
SUNDAY, 13 JULY 2008:
LUNCH- BON APPETITE
1430 hrs I.S.T.
TO BE CONTINUED...
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
LOCK N HIDE UR SPECIAL N PRIVATE DATA....
A FOLDER LOCKING PASSWORD PROTECTED SOFTWARE EASY TO USE...
http://rapidshare.com/files/39093514/nfx_folder_lock_trial_setup.rar.html
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
IN THE MOOD FOR A LITTLE HUMOUR .....AGAIN........
Excerpts From "A Cat's Guide To Human Beings"
1. Introduction: Why Do We Need Humans?
So you've decided to get yourself a human being. In doing so, you've joined
the millions of other cats who have acquired these strange and often
frustrating creatures. There will be any number of times, during the course
of your association with humans, when you will wonder why you have
bothered to grace them with your presence.
What's so great about humans, anyway? Why not just hang around with
other cats? Our greatest philosophers have struggled with this question for
centuries, but the answer is actually rather simple:
THEY HAVE OPPOSABLE THUMBS.
Which makes them the perfect tools for such tasks as opening doors, getting
the lids off of cat food cans, changing television stations and other activities
that we, despite our other obvious advantages, find difficult to do ourselves.
True, chimps, orangutans and lemurs also have opposable thumbs, but they
are nowhere as easy to train.
2. How And When to Get Your Human's Attention
Humans often erroneously assume that there are other, more important
activities than taking care of your immediate needs, such as conducting
business, spending time with their families or even sleeping.
Though this is dreadfully inconvenient, you can make this work to your
advantage by pestering your human at the moment it is the busiest. It is
usually so flustered that it will do whatever you want it to do, just to get you
out of its hair. Not coincidentally, human teenagers follow this same
practice.
Here are some tried and true methods of getting your human to do
what you want:
Sitting on paper: An oldie but a goodie. If a human has paper in front of
it, chances are good it's something they assume is more important than you.
They will often offer you a snack to lure you away. Establish your
supremacy over this wood pulp product at every opportunity. This practice
also works well with computer keyboards, remote controls, car keys and
small children.
Waking your human at odd hours: A cat's "golden time" is between 3:30 and
4:30 in the morning. If you paw at your human's sleeping face during this
time, you have a better than even chance that it will get up and, in an
incoherent haze, do exactly what you want.
You may actually have to scratch deep sleepers to get their attention;
remember to vary the scratch site to keep the human from getting suspicious.
3. Punishing Your Human Being
Sometimes, despite your best training efforts, your human will stubbornly
resist bending to your whim. In these extreme circumstances, you may have
to punish your human. Obvious punishments, such as scratching furniture or
eating household plants, are likely to backfire; the unsophisticated humans
are likely to misinterpret the activities and then try to discipline YOU.
Instead, we offer these subtle but nonetheless effective alternatives:
Use the cat box during an important formal dinner.
Stare impassively at your human while it is attempting a romantic interlude.
Stand over an important piece of electronic equipment and feign a hairball
attack. After your human has watched a particularly disturbing horror film,
stand by the hall closet and then slowly back away, hissing and yowling.
While your human is sleeping, lie on its face.
4. Rewarding Your Human: Should Your Gift Still Be Alive?
The cat world is divided over the etiquette of presenting humans with the
thoughtful gift of a recently disemboweled animal. Some believe that
humans prefer these gifts already dead, while others maintain that humans
enjoy a slowly expiring cricket or rodent just as much as we do, given their
jumpy and playful movements in picking the creatures up after they've been
presented.
After much consideration of the human psyche, we recommend the following:
cold blooded animals (large insects, frogs, lizzards etc... )should be
presented dead, while warm blooded ones (bird, mice n rodents, neighbour's
dog..) are better still living.
When you see the expression on your human's face, you'll kno its worth it
5. How Long Should You Keep Your Human??? (good qt)
You are only obligated to your human for one of your nine lives. the other
eight are up to you. We recommend mixing and matching, though in the end,
most humans (atleast the ones that are worth living with)are pretty much
the same. But what do you except?
They're humans, after all. Opposable thumbs will only take you so far.....
IN THE MOOD FOR A LITTLE HUMOUR
We all kno that bad news and tragedy make headlines, so once in a while
its nice to see sum humorous headlines, intentional or otherwise. Most of
these have been around since a long time.
Read on n Enjoy!!!!!!!!!
1> Something Went Wrong in the Jet Crash, Experts Say [no,really???]
2> Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers [now that's taking things
a bit far!!!]
3> Miners Refuse to Work after Death [good-for-nothin' lazy so-and-sos!]
4> Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant [see if that works better than
a fair trail!!]
5> War Dims Hope for Peace [I can see where it might have that
effect!!!]
6> If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It May Last Awhile [You think??!!]
7> Typhoon Rips Through Cemetary; Hundreds Dead [Gee ... burried alive???]
8> Cold Wave Linked to Temperatures [who wld've ever thought of that!!!]
9> Austronaut Takes Blame for Gas in Spacecraft [thats wat he gets for
eating those beans!!!]
10> Kids Make Nutritious Snacks [Eeeks!!! blood cannibals!!!]
11> Hospital is sued by 7 Foot Doctors [damn these doctors are tall!!!]
12> Panda Mating Fail; Vet Takes Over [wat a guy!!! dedicated to his job!!]
FROM D CRADLE TO D GRAVE........
NEW CHALLENGES NE HOPES I MEET....
SUM R FULLFILLED N ACHIEVED.......
SUM R STILL INCOMPLETE.......
EACH DAYZ A LEARNIN XPERIENCE.....
DAY IN N DAY OUT SUMTHIN NEW I LEARN......
AFTER ALL THE HARD WORK'S DONE......
SWEET N GREAT IS D SATISFACTION I EARN.......
N IN DIS WORLD WHERE EVERY1......
FOR PLEASURES, DESIRES , HAPPINESS THEY CRAVE......
ALL I ASK FOR IS THE STRENGTH N WILL POWER TO KEEP FIGHTIN .....
RYT FROM D CRADLE TO MA GRAVE........
MINE BUT NEVER MINE........
a droplet falls from my eyes...
While your memory races back to the time...
When i thought i had it everythin...
all that i had always wished for were mine..
i try to hold in what is deeply within your soul..
But the burning is so intense; that you just can't help..
can't extinguish it though..
during the night sometimes i fall asleep..
And at the same time all my pain is able to fade...
The only true feeling that i feel, is the wetness of
a drop that is left by a single tear and a little hope to live
without a heart which was mine but never mine!!!.
ARZ KIYA HAI...........
Jane kyu hame ansu bahana nahi aata,
Jane kyu hal e dil batana nahi aata,
Kyu sathi bichad jaate hai humse,
Shayad hame hi saath nibhana nahi aata.
2>
janata hun aaj main kuch shayar sa dikh raha hun,
khoon ki syahi , dard ki kalam se , dil ke sare zakhm likh raha hun,
jis ne ujad diya har manzar-e-jahan mera ,
aaj usi ko phir se sanam likh raha hun
3>
Me Lafzon Se kuch bhi izhaar nahi karta,
iska matlab ye nahin ki me Usse pyar nahi karta.
Chahta hun me Usse aaj bhi par,
uski soch me apna waqt bekar nahi karta.
Tamasha na ban jaye kahi mohabbat meri,
isliye apne dard ko izhaar nahi karta.
Jo kuch mila hai ussi me khush hun me,
uske liye khuda se taquar nahi karta.
Par kuch to baat hai Uski fitrat me Zalim,
Warna
Usse chahne ki khata baar-baar nahin karta.......
4>
Umar ki raah me raste badal jate hai...
Wakt ki aandhi mai INSAN badal jate hai..
Sochte hai aapko itna yaad na kare..
Lekin aankh band karte hai irade badal jate hai......
5>
Talaash karoge to koi mil hi jayega
par tumhe humari tarah kaun chahega
tumhe koi chahat se dekhega magar
wo aankhen humari kahan se layega
6>
Every thing is fair in LOVE & WAR..
but i suggest you to do WAR but never LOVE..
because in war either you Win or Die..
but in love neither you LIVE nor you DIE..
7>
Meri zindagi ka sahara nahi hai,
Is jahan me koi hamara nahi hai....
Chhua unka daaman to woh haskar bole,
Dost ye daaman tumhara nahi hai...."
8>
Koi kaheta hai jindagi jeene ka naam hai,
Koi kaheta hai jindagi peene kaa naam hai,
Dosto ye sab najar najar ka khel hai,
Jindagi jakhmon se bare sine ka naam hai
9>
VO SAMAJTE HAI KE HUMNE UNKO BHULA RAKHA HAI.
VO NAHI JANTE KI DIL MEIN UNHE BASA RAKHA HAI.
DEKH NA LE KOI UNKO HAMARI ANKHO MEIN
ISLIYA PALKON KO JHUKA RAKHA HAI
10>
Har dil me dard chhupa hota hai..
bayan karne ka andaz juda hota hai...
kuch ashkon me dard baha dete hain...
kisi ki hansi me bhi dard chupa hota hai....!!
11>
Yakeen huaa meri zindagi mein bas khona likha hai,
Muskurahat apni nahi bas rona likha hai,
Chal di wo ek pal mein rishte tod kar,
Iss tukdon ko umr bhar ab pirona likha hai
12>
Ab intezaar ko aadat si ho gayi hai,
khamoshi ko ek muddat si ho gayi hai,
Na shikwa na shikayat karne ki zarurat,
kyunki ab is tanhai se mohabbat si ho gayi hai!
a step forward
AINT D SAME FOR ALL........
U'LL HAVE UR RISES......
WHILE I HAVE A DOWNFALL........
TIMES N TIDES HERE........
THE SAME THEY MAY NOT BE.......
THEY MAY BE PLEASANT TO U......
THEY MAY BE CRUEL TO ME........
BUT IN SUCH TIMES TOO......
AFRAID WE SHLDNT BE.....
COZ IM DER FOR U,... MA FRND......
AND UR DER FOR ME........
the prelude!!!......about me......the other side of me!!!
and as times fly.......
long on the distant shore.....
watchin d sun go down i lie......
and i try to find calm.....
in the solace of the night...
ponderin on all dats happened till date.....
wat went wrong and wat was right.......
but den again new hopes......
wid the mornin sun arise......
as each day brings along wid it....
life's new and unknow surprise.....
